woensdag 4 mei 2011

Rollercoaster

I sort of quit smoking.

I had one cigarette in the last 5 days.
I’m really agressive, emotional, hyperactive, i keep pinching myself, laughing hysterically, throwing around things in anger, and i’m scaring everyone away.
my boyfriend dumped me at my parents place yesterday so they could deal with me. and my parents are driving me to my own appartment in rotterdam now, cause they want me and my fits gone. i feel so loved!
and i feel like i have the tourettes syndrome, that my smoking has covered up all this time. i feel like shouting something every few minutes.
i really have to try to relax.

 

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