maandag 31 januari 2011

music is the movement of sound to reach the soul

Songs by: ‘Family of the Year’

My label!

a little fishy

can’t sleep.
don’t you hate those moments when you know you’ve got to get up early, but it’s getting later and later, ’till it comes to a point where you know you’re not going to be able to function properly the next day with so little sleep.  And you’re concidering blowing off the things you had planned for the next day, but doing so will make you feel guilty, and not doing so will make you feel horrible. lose-lose situations. I have those dayly. Which confirms my lack of stucture.
Being chaotic, being in love, and being a nightanimal doesnt help with sleeping early either. Nor does my urge to blog everything.
BUT since i’m online and not feeling like putting my laptop down, i’ll tell you about my other deep love. I think I was a fish in my past life. A mermaid sounds better, but let’s stay ‘realistic’ and call it a fish. My name is a french fishspecies. (anglerfish.. great.)  My sign is ‘Vissen’ (Pisces) dutch: fishes. My memory sucks. I remember every memory and crazy little detail, but when it comes to important things, i’m like a sieve. Fish have 5sec memories. I love the dark. With little lights in them. More than daylight. So heck, I MUST have been an anglerfish in my past life.
a sweet one, though I looked very scary. I was lonely and had no friends. Fate felt very bad for me, cause I had a good heart, and decided to reincarnate me as a human girl.
Me in bath
Since I was talking about loves, you might have figure out by now that it’s water i’m talking about. Or did you think I meant reincarnation? I don’t believe in that at all, just for the record.
So water, yes. I love water. I love swimming, showering, bathing, holding my breath and being under water as long as I can. I love the silence, the floating. The structure of water. The colours, the lights shining through it. I love how it turns into watery pearl balls when you throw water up in the sky. I love the sound of it.
Water is my love.

zondag 30 januari 2011

vrijdag 28 januari 2011

Utrecht Day

Stef and me decided to go to Utrecht to meet up with Marit.
Here are some pictures! 

We first went to KFC, and after that to the H&M where we found eachother the ugliest outfits ever. The one who would get away with them most won. And obviously Marit did!
Crazy funny day! :)
Me and Marit

Hahahah, my teeth and mouth

Me :)

3 of us:)



Me and Stef in a photobooth

donderdag 27 januari 2011


Woke up by Ty kissing me goodbye. Fell asleep again.
After that by my roommate, who crawled into my bed to wake me up. 
I wanted him to leave, so I told him I had crazy sex last night the very spot he was laying in. He ran off to the shower. I got out of bed, with my bedsheets with me, and sat down on the balcony in the sun. I smoked a sigarette and had some coffee in the sun, and almost fell asleep again, because it was really nice and warm outside.

Good start (:


Can’t seem to get enough of moving images today. I went to the cinema to watch two movies. (Tron Legacy & Twelve) I’m home right now, with Ty and Stef, and I just had to watch the new episode of Gossip Girl. I’ve been waiting so long for it, and hadn’t had time since monday. So I withdrawed myself from their company and bundled up with my lovely laptop to watch episode 12. I’ve been so boring to them today. I just finished, and they’re both occupied now, playing ‘PES’ some random soccer game. They keep yelling and laughing, bumping fists and sniffing amused about moves they make. 
Since i’m bored, I’ll type every word they’re saying.
”keep it closed!” (Ty)
”what?? it’s out.” (Ty)
”Whooow!!” (both)
”Nice one!!” (Stef)
”What the hell is he doing??” (Ty)
*both imitating soccer kick sounds*
”Oohhh I feel one coming!” (Ty)
*both start laughing really hard*
”Corner.” (Ty)
What was that? (Ty)
It was a good one. (Stef)
*comparing themselves to famous soccer players*
Ooohh!! (both)
There goes our chance. (Stef)
3-0 is on its way bro. (Ty)
Still possible, still possible! (Stef)
Yeah! Yeah! No! (Ty)
Penalty!?! (Stef)
Oh well. 2-0 will do I quess. (Ty)
One more game? (Stef)
Deffinitely! (Ty)
Sigh. But I guessed I deserved this. It’s kind of amusing to watch them get into a game like this. I can only get excited about soccergames when Holland gets into the finals at World Champions. Funny how people can get excited like that about a random game in a random livingroom ramdomly at 02:00 AM.

Boys will be boys.
This is war! (Ty)
Messi sucks today. (Stef)
He sure does. (Ty)
Not like it’s really his fault haha.. (Stef)
Got it!!! (Stef)
Hoppaaaa! (Ty)
Ok, stay sharp.  stay sharp. (Ty)
continues, continues……
I’m going to wash off my mascara, brush my teeth and get into my lovely bed right now. I’ve got a really serious talk tomorrow at school. It prectacly comes down to me being kicked out of school if I keep on not showing my face.
Wish me luck. Wish me motivation. Wish me a magic diploma falling out of the sky without having anything to do with that awefull school..